Post Secret

Send a Secret!

2012-04-30T20:13:00.000+03:00

NEW! Send a secret via an anonymous form. All secrets should be sent in confidence and trust. The link to the form is located on the right side of this page labeled "Send a Secret"

If you would like to reply to a secret, use the same "send a secret" form and mention which secret you are responding to.

Thank you to all who have supported this blog!

Tuesday Secrets

2012-02-28T13:31:00.001+03:00

Sorry for the delay, below are the secrets for this week.

Secret: I live the majority of my life in the states, finally 3 years ago i returned to Kuwait and this is when things went downhill. I felt different, unwanted, too "open minded", etc... I knew i didnt belong here, was considering running away! Till i meet the most awesome friends ever who r also Kuwaiti and felt the same way i did. Now we all constantly hang out and feel good around each other ! If anyone feels like how we felt, u r more than welcome to join us! Xoxo

Secret: When I come off saying things like 'yeah, I deserve better,' I can’t tell anyone that I still want to be with him after he cheated. I can't tell anyone that I make myself puke after I eat so I'll feel better about myself in comparison to the fat bitch that cheated with him

Secret: no one treats me like shit the way you do... and i still manage to love you deeply. you will miss me when i am gone... promise.

Sunday Secrets

2012-02-12T20:30:00.001+03:00

Response to the Valentine's Secret on postsecret.com:
Twenty-one years and I've still never had a Valentine or been kissed. Thanks for letting me know I'm not the only one out there.

Secret: I am sick and tired of being lonely, sick and tired of hiding myself!

Secret: Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine?

Sunday Secret

2012-02-05T20:52:00.002+03:00

Monday Secrets

2012-01-30T08:27:00.004+03:00

Secret: i am in an open relationship with him, he thinks its cool, but he doesnt know i love him and it hurts.

Secret: All I wanted was to find a guy who could love me and want me as much as I did him...my luck always seems to go against that.

Secret: I have the worst gas in the world! it's like whatever I eat, my stomach starts to make these horrible sounds and it's usually when I'm around people and I can't release the uncomfort! ugh!

Sunday Secret

2012-01-22T21:37:00.001+03:00

Secret with below image: I had a crush on him , then we started a thing , then i loved him.. then he left.

Monday Secrets

2012-01-09T19:58:00.001+03:00

Secret: I suffer from chronic depression.

Secret: the group is still there and its a closed group, hence its not visible to the public except yurself. i invite all the gay and lesbian people on this blog to join in. https://www.facebook.com/groups/beehyurself/
Thankyou.

Secret: I know what you did last summer

Sunday Secrets

2011-12-25T20:09:00.002+03:00

Reply: To the young kuwaiti gay male: i support gay people! they're human as well. and people who are against bisexuals and gay/lesbian human beings are a discrimination to the human race! i have a suggestion: why don't you have a very open-conversation with your best friend. tell him there's nothing to be afraid of. make him feel secure and there ar other people who are like him! many thanks i hope you take this advice. allah ywafigkum :*

Secret: **i am lesbian myself and no way i can reveal it to my family or even my close friends cos they are homophobic.....i need to have a special person to cherish and hold in my heart and arms.**

Reply: I'd like to be your friend, and I'd like to know you. :) If you allow me to. Cuz I am like you as well..

---Author's note: To whoever sent the above reply, please send an email address you would like to be contacted on by the owner of the secret. She sent in her email for you to contact her as well. You can send it via the "what's your secret?" link. Thank you!

Secret with below image: The meaning of the piece means "to be ashamed for being born somewhere else".
That's my secret. I'm Kuwaiti, but I'm not supposed to be. My personality is considered shameful and unwanted by many.
I don't belong here.

Sunday Secrets

2011-12-18T20:27:00.004+03:00

Secret: BEING GAY IS NOT A CHOICE !! GOD! WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE US FEEL LIKE ALIENS!?

Secret: **i am lesbian myself and no way i can reveal it to my family or even my close friends cos they are homophobic.....i need to have a special person to cherish and hold in my heart and arms.**

Reply: I'd like to be your friend, and I'd like to know you. :) If you allow me to. Cuz I am like you as well..

Secret with below image: i have nobody to look after me and i feel all alone

Secret with below image: oh god where should i start? i'm fat but beautiful. i have a boyfriend but we never met. mom's so strict damn it! i'm open-minded and she's not. she wants to choose my life for me. she wants to choose my car my major my clothes. WHEN WILL I LIVE BY MY OWN! oh and lets not forget i'm a college student. sometimes i don't blame her but it just bugs me. my dad died and he used to support me. now no one does. she basically shouts at me at minor mistakes and semi-kills me when i do a major one. (e.g. i forget to to put the charger back and she just screams as if i killed someone for no reason) <- this is a minor one. another example for the major one..... she knew that i have a boyfriend. she hit me so hard and broke my blackberry. huh here's the example. :) :) :) #ihatemylife

FINAL UPDATE for those interested in the LGBT blog: The name has been changed for your discretion within your friends/followers list. A blog has also been created. Below are the links to the different social media if you would like to take part in this initiative:
*note: this initiative was not created by me, but a fellow supporter

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003199623534
Twitter: https://twitter.com/#!/Beehyurself
Blog: http://beehyurself.wordpress.com/

Sunday Secrets [updated]

2011-12-11T17:38:00.004+03:00

Special Request: Its me again, the one who proposed a secret request. I made that account. It lay there for weeks and weeks, without any movement. See its a risk from my side to take such a step. The risk I took because I so wanted to pool all these people together, Trust me I don't ever wanna expose anyone, I am not that type of a person. People like us don't choose to be this way, do they? We are born this way. Anyways, I made that account so we could all secretly move forward to another idea as I know everybody is reluctant revealing themselves like this, in a country like this. I am reluctant myself. Got no response at all. So gave up on the idea. Had to face alot of scolding from my partner. As she thought I was putting myself in danger, putting myself out there. And people who are not genuine would join in and maybe make fun or even expose me or US. I thought facebook is much more safer now, friendlists can be hidden, secret groups can be made, privacy can be applied. But it was not worth it I guess. I see people here, who are like me, I want to know them, I want to bring them together. But I can't do it if I don't get the support, the trust... It's active again. Anyone who is interested and genuine. Feel free to take a step ahead. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003199623534
--Author's note: I have been told by the above creator that the "friends list" on Facebook can be hidden, for those who are skeptical about your name showing.

Secret: Im a straight looking gay guy .. but i don't feel its a secret anymore, when people sees me they give me the look !. its like i make them sick .. even my family say behind my back & sometimes in front of me that im different ( in a bad way ) .. i don't blame them. i dont blame anyone.
i wasn't accepted for most of the people which made me socially retarded. some people hated me and made sure that i know it.

but something happened .... he loved me.
out of no where he came .... he said i will always love you...
i was happy.

chapter 2 : one day he took me with him when he brought his " Bisht" and went to my home to try it on. with a big smile and a face full of happiness, dose it look good on me he asks ? yes u look great i said :) i can draw you like that with my eyes closed. and i did.

he invited me to his wedding. and i went.
that broke me, changed me. i became different.
he became someone else’s sweetheart, he will call someone else Habibi. its not me anymore.
that was years ago .. i thought time will make it easier. but its not.
after him i couldn't be in a normal relationship with someone els.
he took a pic of me and never give it back, I am not complete without him. and who wants to be with a leftover !!

i was 21 when we met, now im 28.
Now he has a wife, 2 beautiful children's and a growing business... and life goes on.

Secret: I was raped when I was 9. It made me hate men...

Secret: I’m about to commit suicide soon...

Secret: At first I felt really awkward and offended seeing SO many gay secrets.. Then I realized, they don't have any one to talk to or share their feelings with... this is their only resort, to scream to the world anonymously. and i decided it absolutely OKKAY !! :)

Reply to Special Secret Request: wanted to reply to the lady who posted special secret request i liked ur idea and i am willing to join:)
--Author’s note: you can find the new initiative on Twitter @PostSecretLGBT

Secret: Woah! this is hard to get off my chest. Let's just say that I'm a young, Kuwaiti male, that just came to terms with himself being gay. I don't want to live in denial, and i most certainly not want to live a lie. You see, in this corrupt society we live in, we just believe in labels and what our parents teach us. Well, i hate to break it to you, but THE BOOKS ARE ALL WRONG. You see my fellow Post Secreters I fell in love. I fell in love with my best friend. He is also gay or BI or confused or in denial. Whenever we cuddle at the chalet when everyone’s asleep, i ask him if he loves me back, he always manages to change the subject. Every time i ask him if he's gay, he says that i shouldn't take things seriously and that I'm just his experiment, because he doesn't have a girlfriend. Doesn't he understand, tat he's tearing me apart from the inside? I know he loves me. I know deep down inside he'll do anything for me. It’s just the corrupt society we live in, won't allow him
to accept himself for who he is. I'm not asking you to come out, with a Rainbow flag and announce it to the world, I just want you to love yourself and take care of me. I love you H, no matter what, and i will still keep trying. you mean everything to me.

Secret with below image: i am lesbian myself and no way i can reveal it to my family or even my close friends cos they are homophobic, it annoys me sometimes specially when i see a beautiful girl and cannot approach her coz i dont want to risk it. i am very shy and am always thinkin i will stay without love and will die lonely even though am surrounded with all those people who love and adore me but i need to have a special person to cherish and hold in my heart and arms.

Monday secrets

2011-11-27T16:31:00.005+03:00

Special Secret Request Recieved: All the gay and lesbians on this blog that share their secrets, I have an idea for you with an open mind and heart. I myself am a lesbian. And I feel like we need a clean platform where we can be ourselves and share our thoughts openly, with full privacy and noone out of our league allowed to access them. So here is my idea, Once again I am totally genuine and I always felt I need friends who are like me and feel like me, I made up this separate private account on facebook. That will only accept people who are genuine gays and lesbians in Kuwait. Like people in normal life. This idea made me think of Post Secret.Cuz here I revealed my first gay secret. And I know people here are genuine.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003199623534 (sorry, the link isn't working..whoever sent it in, please resend the link..thank you!)

This is the link to the profile I made.Changes will be made with peoples' comfort level, to this account.

Please feel free, lets make a world of our own, where we can be ourselves.

I repeat this is a genuine account. I am a genuine person!

Secret: So many people tell me I'm pretty, smart, and a good catch....so why hasn't any guy approached me? What is it that is scaring them away from me?

Secret: Today I heard a friend say 'there is nothing more disgusting than looking at or thinking of two girls kissing,' it broke my heart. REJECTION was all that I felt...

Secret: I am a girl and I'm in love with my best friend. It's like we forget the world when we're together. I love the way she talks, the way she smiles at me, the way she doesn't look in my eyes and keeps looking here and there. I just love everything about her. Can't even think about going away from her for even a second. LOVE YOU MY PRINCESS. YOU COMPLETE ME.

Secret: I put on a hard front so nobody sees my genuine kind self and takes it for weakness and walks over me!

Secret: Why can't all people be treated as equals? As humans? Why does there have to be caste, race, color and sexuality? Why can't people be treated on the basis of being good or bad. Simple as that. I treat people equally. I don't judge a person standing next to me on the basis of being a man, woman, black, white, sunni, shia, gay, straight, muslim, non muslim bla bla. As long as he/she is a good person by heart. And has done no harm to me and to any other human being, I honsetly don't care.

Secret with below image: I purposely fight with you sometimes because I love how we end up making love everytime..

Sunday Secrets

2011-11-13T21:51:00.002+03:00

Secret: i caught my 13 year old sister googling the word sex and watching porn videos.

Secret: I act like a jerk... because I'm afraid of being myself.

Secret: i wanted to die , but after reading about this site & reading the posts here .. i feel like am not alone :(

Secret: My college/social life is going down hill. I started going out with "my friends" the first few weeks but now all I do is hang out by myself and hide in my room not because I don't want to it's because no one seems to bother inviting me out not even my roommate.

Secret: I seem innocent on the outside, but on the inside I'm a sex-craze freak. Too bad the culture we live in doesn't allow me to show that wild side.

Secret with below image:I have hepatitis C, and my husband doesn't know

Sunday Secrets

2011-10-30T21:49:00.000+03:00

Secret: I feel so stupid to have thought i was the least bit wanted.

Secret: my dad used to hit me so hard because i used to say that i love my mom more than him.

Sunday Secrets

2011-10-23T23:01:00.003+03:00

Secret: Not believing in a God and a religion has made me feel more compassionate towards others

Secret: whenever i feel down , i read the posts here :( wish i could hug the people who posted their secrets , stay strong people :)

Sunday Secrets

2011-10-16T22:16:00.003+03:00

Secret with Image: I'm the only GAY guy in the dewaneya that i go to , I'm masculine looking not into fashion & the cliche gay stuff kinda guy , sure me & the guys in dewaneya have fun & we play & go out & even sometimes share a hot tub , but i love them as bros & i don't hit on them , i respect them , but if they know that am gay , would it change the way they feel about me ? would they care ? why bother & tell them ? i feel left out somehow

Secret: When i sit in a corner at my friend's dewanya & grab my mobile & text or talk in a whispering voice , they think am talking to my girlfriend when am actually talking to my boyfriend :)

Secret: I love my self

Secret with image: i quit smoking just for you , i started working out just to impress you , i will stay up all night just to be with you , i will drive through the crowded streets just to hold your hand , i sometimes lose on purpose in the video games we play together just to see you smile , i am wearing your T-shirt & writing this secret because i love you , i love you , i can't wait to see you in my dewaniya today :) your boyfriend <3 M

Sunday Secret

2011-10-09T22:15:00.002+03:00

Sunday Secrets

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Sunday Secrets

2011-07-17T14:20:00.002+03:00

Emailed Secret: i am a lesbian. all i want is someone i can talk to . someone who is like me. and is not fake. someone who can tell me "yeah i know i feel that way too".. All i want is a friend who is like me.. all i want is love. and respect. i didnt choose it to be this way. i feel alone, like im the only one. all i want is someone i can share with. thats all i want. is it too much?

Sunday Secrets

2011-04-18T00:05:00.002+03:00

Sunday Secrets

2011-04-03T00:05:00.004+03:00

Emailed Secret: He's the only guy I want, and that I need, in my whole life.
He's my best friend...and I'm in love with him...
But I can't tell him; I don't want to lose him.

The pain it takes to never go further than a hug because I don't trust myself to not ruin our friendship,
to share intimate secrets except the only one that tears me apart to keep from him,
for him to smile at me, my heart breaks; with happiness, sadness and confusion.

What does he feel for me?

Message with postsecret image: I just wanted her to love me

Sunday Secrets

2011-02-20T22:34:00.004+03:00

Message with postsecret image: I finally love myself

Message with postsecret image: She'll eventually leave me because we both are muslims and this is not right.
We'll stop seeing each other when any one of us both gets married/engaged first with our parents will.
It hurts because I'm not even capable of breathing without her. I love her more than anything.

Sunday Secrets

2011-02-06T21:48:00.001+03:00

Emailed Secret: I had a summer romance/relatioship with my cousin. looking back, i know it was just because we were both lonely and teenagers. I was sort of the invisible girl, who had just turned 14. We only kissed and stuff. We werent like oh lets have a baby. I still feel so disgusting, and ashamed almost 2 years later.
Ive never had a true relationship. I'm almost 16. I can see why guys don't like me, but I don't ever need to be made fun of.

Emailed Secret: I am a lesbian. I truly loved once. She's my best friend in public and girl friend to me. We make mad love whenever we meet.

Sunday Secrets

2011-01-23T20:21:00.002+03:00

Sunday Secrets

2010-12-26T17:29:00.002+03:00

Emailed Secret: I gave you everything. I cheated on myself for you and what do you do? You use me up and then, sadly, throw me in the trash.

Emailed Secret: I talk to imaginairy boyfriends. im nearly 19 and NEVER had one. when i don't talk to "them" I feel so alone. This is what scares me the most, being alone for the rest of my life and never finding someone.

Sunday Secrets

2010-12-05T19:34:00.002+03:00

Emailed Secret: Sometimes I wonder why do people come to me to talk about their problems. I would never talk about my problems to others cause I know no one gives a damn.

Tuesday Secrets

2010-10-05T23:37:00.001+03:00

Emailed secrets:

- I always have to hold back tears during the happy parts of romance movies because I'm afraid that will never be me.

- I'm a girl that fell in love once in her life. and it was with another girl..

Monday Secrets

2010-09-27T23:55:00.003+03:00

Sorry for the late post! and thank you for those who are keeping this blog alive :*

- Emailed Secret: Every day when I come to the library I sit across from the man who drove me home the night I was raped and wonder...if he knows its me.

Sunday Secrets

2010-09-12T23:49:00.002+03:00

- Emailed Secret: I know it's been more than a month since we broke up but a part of me is still hoping that somehow you want things the way they used to be. I never knew how important you were in my life till I lost you..

Monday Secrets

2010-09-06T01:13:00.004+03:00

I find this image beautiful..i like how the postsecreter created it to represent their secret..

Sunday Secrets

2010-08-01T23:28:00.002+03:00

Follow PostSecretKuwait on twitter @ PSKuwait or become a fan on facebook!
Here are some secrets I recieved through email last week:

- I have a diffrent personality with each person in my life

- Yesterday, I felt like a hooker ..from just one phone call

- PMS makes me crazy dramatic and pathetic

- People judge me as if I were blonde

- I kissed him in my mind and even though he didn't come inside of me , we made love.

- My ex came back after 3 years telling me that he loved me , and I believed it for a week.

- I like it when men says ''هلا يبا"

Sunday Secrets

2010-07-18T20:00:00.004+03:00

Sorry for not posting for awhile, but I haven't been receiving any postsecrets locally. Please send your secrets in to keep this blog alive and to help yourself and others by letting out what's been held in.

- Emailed secret: I don't want to be with you anymore, but I don't know how to tell you..so I just suck it up and stay

- Emailed secret: I love trashy reality tv shows, but when my friends talk about them I pretend not to like them because my friends don't, but Rock of Love and Flava Flave? I heart you

Sunday Secrets

2010-05-30T22:25:00.002+03:00

Taken from postsecret.com

Dear you,
Don't be afraid or frightened or even disgusted about it. It's something that comes naturally, and its just feelings or maybe an attraction. As long as your not doing something bad, or a sin its okay. Don't tell any of your friends it will just make it worse. Don't make it a big deal out of it because it's not. Don't live in fear of someone knowing just keep it; aside. Good luck, at times it may be hard/ but hold on.

Monday Secrets

2010-05-17T19:48:00.003+03:00

- I had many one night stands after my fiancé died .. Including one hot Italian guy.

- I'm my boss' bi*ch at work and sometimes when he's talking to me, I completely tune him out and think about myself swimming or sleeping. Anywhere but in that office.

Sunday Secrets

2010-05-09T20:29:00.004+03:00

- I had sex with my fiancé and regretted for a week, one week later he passed away, I'm grateful now

- It's been 7 years since I tried to take my life. Sometimes I'm happy that it wasn't my time, but I've recently wondered if I would fail a second time around..

- When I leave in a few months, I plan to forget the life I currently have and start something completely new

Sunday Secrets

2010-05-02T19:51:00.002+03:00

I recieved the following two secrets via email, the postcards below are taken from postsecret.com

- He was 32 and 18 i was.. i hated everything about him but loved him for 3 yrs. still do..i dont think ill get over him,we are not speaking for 3 months now.

- I'm madly in love with my boyfriend, and he I. He recently told me he's obligated to marry his cousin in 2 years. He asked me to be his mistress.

Sunday Secrets

2010-04-11T20:08:00.001+03:00

Thank you for those who are still sending in your secrets. :)

Sunday Secrets

2010-04-04T21:26:00.002+03:00

Sunday Secrets

2010-03-28T19:47:00.003+03:00

Thank you for those who sent in your secrets this week. keep them coming, help those around you. your words might mean the world to someone else knowing they aren't alone.

Sunday Secrets

2010-03-21T21:05:00.003+03:00

No secrets were sent in this week :( I hope you all keep this blog alive, I think it works wonders..in more ways than one.
Below are some secrets taken from postsecret.com

Monday Secrets

2010-03-15T16:36:00.004+03:00

Sorry for posting late, but I didn't get home until late Sunday night running errands. I received emailed secrets and one postcard secret this week. Thanks for all your support! I hope this site is helping out others to know they are not alone.

- I hack my best friend's email every year to see if she is backstabbing or if I should distance myself before getting hurt, I'm guilty because she never is :(

- I’ve been single all my life. I feel so lonely at night..I cry till I throw up.

- When in traffic, I wish I could flip off some ***offenders

- I have funny nick names for my boss, some relatives, stupid co-workers, and even friends.

Sunday Secrets

2010-03-07T21:03:00.002+03:00

This week I received emailed secrets. They might not have any images, but they are still secrets, relieving those who have kept them in for so long:

- When I witness a piece of art at a museum, listen to a masterpiece, attend a great performance my eyes well from joy.

- I have an inner voice who curses annoying people, mock silly sales persons, screams profanity in respectable events. In fact I got many inner voices, they keep me entertained and make me sane. I even carry conversations with my inner voices in my head. Mine right now is telling me that am crazy…but, am not listening.

- I am terrified of dying alone. I’m approaching 40, never married, no kids, no lover, and still a virgin.

- I hate my religion for restricting my options of becoming a mother.

- I cant wait to go to bed each night, so I can day dream. I close my eyes and imagine I have a home, loving husband and lovely kids.

To view more emailed secrets find the PostSecretKuwait Facebook Fan page, or twitter 'PSKuwait'

Birthday

2010-02-22T22:22:00.003+03:00

I received my first actual postcard in the mail today! To whomever mailed it in, thank you. I know the birthday has probably passed, but hint to them that they should check out the site to see your post :)

Sunday Secrets

2010-02-21T21:32:00.005+03:00

Only one local, Kuwaiti secret was sent in this week. Below are postsecrets from the original site www.postsecret.com

Sunday Secrets

2010-02-14T20:58:00.003+03:00

Sunday Secrets

2010-02-07T20:04:00.004+03:00

Finally, some local Kuwait secrets have been sent in. Only two, but it's a start :)

Sunday Secrets

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Sunday Secrets

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Sunday Secrets

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